I am currently in a relationship that is approaching its anniversary. My girlfriend is a very handsome person and takes care of herself. He usually attracts the attention of girls with his style and type. I’m an average person and don’t get as much attention as he does. I feel like when we go to a cafe, people turn around and think about how this boy looked at this girl. Maybe I’m imagining it in my head, I don’t know. I always hear from my friends saying that your lover is such a nice boy, you are very lucky, but I don’t think my girlfriend heard this from her friends. I’m jealous of others and I don’t feel beautiful around him. In fact, when she first learned about our relationship, one of our mutual boyfriends said, “If you fall for XX, who will fall for me?” I can’t get it out of her mind. Normally, I was a bit of a jealous person, but this situation made me very paranoid. I can’t trust any of my friends, I don’t want to put my girlfriend in any situation, I don’t want her to share a photo with me and I don’t want them to say whether she found it. He says he loves me, if I ask if I’m pretty, he says of course you are the most beautiful for me, but usually his compliments are on my character and understanding. He says the most important thing is inner beauty, but I’m afraid if he changes his mind in the future. If we break up and she ends up with someone so beautiful, I feel like I’m going to die of jealousy. We got along very well when we first met, in fact, our characters are very compatible, but since these thoughts do not leave my mind, our relationship consists only of my jealousy crises. I also want a relationship that will make me feel truly beautiful in the world. It feels like I’d feel more valuable if I broke up and was with someone uglier. I don’t know what to do and I’m about to go crazy.